This week has been a blur, Itzel was not able to be baptized. We were sad, but we know that they Lord's timing is perfect, She is an amazing daughter of God who wants to do what is right, and I know that day will come that she is ready to make the scared covenant of being baptized :)
The longer that I am out on my mission the more and more I come to realize that this is the Lord's work. I am merely an instrument in His hands. And because this is His work He is going to help me along every single step of the way! There have been times on my mission that I have physically felt my burdens lifted and made light. He gives me strength far beyond my capabilities. The chance that I have to serve a mission is a once in a life time opportunity and I am so grateful everyday for the decision that I made to serve.
I read a talk today called "The Miracle of a Mission" by Jeffery R Holland, It truly touched my heart. I wanted to share part of it with you, Holland said,
"Remember above all, that this is a spiritual work. It's the most important thing you can remember all your life. You cannot have a mission and you will not succeed on this mission and you won't be happy and you won't lose your homesickness and you won't get the language and you won't be acclimatized to the culture until you give over to God and say, "This is Thy work and I'm only the instrument. I'm on the pencil, but you've got to do the writing."... You can't do it your own way. Don't even try. That's part of the worry- you don't have to do it, you can't do it, you shouldn't do it. Stop worrying that you have to do this. THis is God's work! He will watch you! He will answer your prayers! He has legions of angels and teams of chariots to run to your aid this very hour. He will bless you! This is His work, but you have to do it His way. That is the contract."
And I know that is true with all of my heart. We cannot do anything without the strength of the Lord. I am so glad that I have the mightiest being on my side :) I know that we cannot fail when we put all of our trust in the Lord.
I just wanted to end with this quote by Elder Bednar
"There is no physical pain, no spiritual wound, no anguish of soul or heartache, no infirmity or weakness you or I ever confront in mortality that the Savior did not experience first. In a moment of weakness we may cry out, “No one knows what it is like. No one understands.” But the Son of God perfectly knows and understands, for He has felt and borne our individual burdens. And because of His infinite and eternal sacrifice (see Alma 34:14), He has perfect empathy and can extend to us His arm of mercy. He can reach out, touch, succor, heal, and strengthen us to be more than we could ever be and help us to do that which we could never do relying only upon our own power. Indeed, His yoke is easy and His burden is light.”
The Lord is my anchor, I am so grateful for His guidance everyday in my life. He is my rock. My Redeemer my all. I love everything about the atonement for it truly is everything! Without the atonement we are nothing and we have nothing!!! Rely on the Savior in all things, He will truly lift you! Of this is Testify. Love you all. Thank you for your examples to me.
-Hermana Shea McCartt